GREAT SOUL IN MY COUNTRY 2 © 2008
I always seek the best way to express myself,
The tears I shed, I don't know if they are true,
Or uncommon waters that spring from an overflowing river,
Endless in its source, never finding ground.
The more I grant them permission, the more they abuse,
Out of fear and anxiety of never being able to taste them again,
I incessantly search, in the depths of my mind,
For the reasons of change that I always wished to achieve.
Without knowing that the taste that reaches my soul is that of slaughter,
I have destroyed friendships, brothers who reached out to me,
Women who wished to fill my heart with love,
Even gratitude I disregarded, lost in confusion.
I do not know why, I always desired other lives,
Nor the reasons why I burned the memories,
The pure experiences in detached childhoods,
Oh life, why did I allow you to slip away?
I always held you close to my chest, so near,
The anguish of having lost the meaning,
Of being the chosen one, now I feel the chest barren,
And the echo of what I was, fades into the past.